Fear of becoming gay

I am a muslim teenager boy who abstained from porn and looking at women so much that my testosterone levels are now way lower than before. Waswas comes and starts giving me feelings that's I'm gay or that I should become gay. Sometimes he makes me think I should watch porn to regain love for women. But I don't want to watch porn and I don't want to do anything haram. I don't want to be gay neither. I can't marry because I'm still a minor. MY QUESTION IS: What do I do to regain love for women without doing anything haram?