Am I still Muslim, and married to my husband, after saying bad words out of anger?

New convert concerns: Am I still Muslim if a said bad words out of anger that I couldn't control when I had my menses? I really get it bad and the pain and mood swings. I blamed Eve for all woman being punished by it. I didn't mean it. And felt very bad after I said it I cried myself to sleeping asking forgiveness. But my husband says our nikah is broken now and I'm not Muslim anymore.