Does Allah love me?

I prayed several times, read Quran, perform zhikr in other to ensure that am close to almighty Allah but non of my prayers was answered am frustrated as things are continuing to be more difficult to me than ever and responsibility keeps increasing. As am writing now am the only person who is healthy in my family as two of my brothers are sick having a kind of brain disorder my mum was retired and our father is death 12 years ago am just 32 but right now the responsibility over me is beyond my ability am a graduate of civil engineering but not employed yet and even the local job in the society seems to be difficult for me to have as no one was looking for my service,I prayed keeps praying and nothing changes