> Last year I experienced samadhi, full state of awareness. Mind's
> thoughts stopped for days and I can't describe with feelings and words
> the complete experience.
It was like the wheels of my mind stopped. I was living the present moment very loud. It was like I was standing on top of my head and my conscioussness was dramatically expanding.
I wasn't practicing anything and I had no idea what it was until someone who was in the same state since his birth explained to me.
> Before come to this, a few days ago I had some scary lucid dreams
> with dream paralisis.
>
> Then 11:11 synchronicities on my clock
I've seen light in the dark. And it was not coming through my eyes.
The experience of samadhi lasted a few days and it had a curve and a peak. I felt like the third eye was openned. And I still can't believe that I'm talking about all these things.
> In it's peak I felt like I was living in the moment for first time in
> my life.
There was no past or future, it was just now.
And everything was so calmful and alive... and there was nothing to worry about.
And I knew that I could be whoever I wanted to be no matter what. Like I was in deep sleep since I was a kid and I finally woke up.
I knew that I could change and improve and manipulate my body and my mind like a toy.
No skills, no title, nothing was impossible, it was just a matter of choice.
I felt like everything including me were connected.
It is difficult to describe exactly how I felt... but It was like i could feel the vibrations of everything around me from a distance. I could hear high frequencies when someone was focusing in me. I could see green auras orbiting in the air.
I was looking the world outside and everybody was like zombies of their own minds. And I realized that I used to be like them too.
Everything was so clear and easy to understand without thinking at all, like in Limitless movie.
It was like I was sleeping in my entire life and I finally woke up in the real world.
Everything was so real... I had no good or bad feelings, no thoughts, just consciousness in an epic level I didn't know that ever existed.
I was looking the trees, the birds and the fountain like I had never seen anything like this before. And they were stunning.
No word was coming in my mind, no thought, nothing. But I could easily participate in a high quality conversation without using my mind at all. But I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to listen. For first time in my life I wanted to listen... ONLY!
But I had my senses increased at 100000% and I felt my body and my mind like a cheap version of my real self. I felt my body like a human avatar for my soul. I was not sure about god etc... till then. I realized that everything is much more than we understand.
My body and my mind was like a toy. On top of my head with a distance of the physical body was my new self that could easily manipulate my physical mind and body just by desire.
> So... what was it, where it came from and why? and last but not
> least... what's next?
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Nov 3, 2017, 06:20 PM
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